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[13 Feb 2007|05:02pm] |
so... i was lurking myspace & this girl thats been hatin for mad long said this about me on her boyfriends page. i found it hilarious, but shes gonna die:]
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| lastnight was the worst night of my life. im not going back! |
[10 Feb 2007|03:20pm] |
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fuck sonar & fuck pathetic guys trying to drug girls so they can do what they want with them. i woke up in the hospital at 3 this morning with tubes in my nose & down my throat & needles & tubes hanging out my arms & charcol being forced into my body. WTF!? thanks to everyone who helped me last night. thank you so much. if it wasnt for friends like you guys, i dont know what i'd do.
thanks to Dee & my brother especially!
i love you guys. my throat is beyond sore from the tubes & my arms are all bruised. im staying in bed all day & night.
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[07 Feb 2007|02:19pm] |
i gotta get these. someone give me $200.
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[04 Feb 2007|08:13pm] |
so my California date was here friday & he's a doll<3
Sublush182: so will I ever see u again
Christi Krunk: i hope so
Sublush182: me too
Sublush182: so I must say, you're probably the most gorgeous girl I've ever met
Christi Krunk: haha no way!
Sublush182: Yes way!
Sublush182: you're so much hotter in real life
Sublush182: you're so gorgeous! I was so nervous around you
Christi Krunk: haha aw thankkkks
Sublush182: I had fun being around you too
Sublush182: I wish u didn't live so far
how frickin' cute is that?
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[02 Feb 2007|02:55pm] |
haha. fucking last night man.
went to Baja with jake, stirn, & jimmy.
got a beer as soon as i walked in the door.
3 minutes later, had another one in my hand.
3 hours later, WASTED. everyone said i had 13 beers & 2 shots by the end of the night.
wtf??? is that possible?
i made out with a hot brazilian guy who spoke to me in brazil language. haha. i loved it.
i danced on the couches & had a bunch of thugs standing around bobbin their heads to me & saying they were gonna throw money at me. good thing they didnt. haha i would have been even more wasted.
MORE MONEY, MORE BEER!
hmm, Chris showed up & i didnt even recognize him. then i sat with him for like 5 minutes & bummed ciggs off him then jumped up got another beer & started to dance more.
Jake left me. i had no ride home so chris was gonna take me home.
i ended up crashing at some house in annaoplis with him this kid bryant & his girlfriend.
i got home today around 2pm.
WHAT A FUCKING LIFE I HAVE!
21 is gonna be the death of me.
I LOVE IT!
tonight, going to the take action tour with Kristin.
Scary Kids, Emery, Red jumpsuit, A Static Lulliby & some other bands are playing & this guys Kevin Michael is touring with them & filming it & is gonna be my date tonight. hes a babe, so im stoked. after the show, off to taxlo for another drunken night.
tomorrow, Bens birthday party. strippers, escorts, beer, hot guys...
what more could you ask for???
im gonna go shower now. i smell of sweat, beer, smoke & brazilians!
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| i would still die for you. |
[01 Feb 2007|01:54am] |
Cartel: save us
Simple words we never knew,
The power behind what they put us through,
Now it's all begun
What it takes to make it real.
We're standing on the edge of this,
When our soul is gone what will we miss?
We lost what it takes to really really feel
The better day's behind us now,
We all need someone to tell us how
To save the state of where we are,
It keeps demanding more and more and more.
And who will save us?
Well this can't go on, without the meaning in the rhyming.
Can you save. Can you save us?
Well I can't go on, out of rhythm with our time.
We hold these truths self evident,
The lies we used to represent
Who we are because it was never meant to be.
And all the songs we used to sing, they used to tell us everything.
Now we're left all we're left is memories.
But the better day's behind us now.
We all need someone to tell us how
To save the state of where we are,
It keeps demanding more and more and more.
And who will save us?
Well this can't go on, without the meaning in the rhyming.
Can you save. Can you save us?
Oh I can't go on, out of rhythm with our time.
Say the words, give it all the time you need.
Let it out, oh just say anything.
Say the words and make them count,
Say the words without a doubt.
Give us truth and nothing more,
Leave us wanting more and more.
Who will save us?
This can't go on. Without the meaning in the rhyming.
Can you say, that you'll save us?
Well I can't go on, without the rhythm with our time.
Can you say, that you'll save us?
I can't go on. Without the rhythm with our time.
We're out of rhythm with our time...
i still love you & im sorry for the hurt i've caused.
who knew it would end up this way.
goodluck with everything. sincerly.
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[30 Jan 2007|05:31pm] |
everything is getting worse.
the past two days have been so painful.
& to top it off, ALL GUYS ARE DICKS...
except for my cute ass Valentine:]
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[11 Jan 2007|11:32pm] |
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so much stress has been removed from my life. thank you so much Jimmy... you made the right decission. what i've been wanting to do all along:]
so likeee: christi, this is over
Christi Krunk: hhahahahahaa
Christi Krunk: see ya later babe
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[07 Jan 2007|03:24pm] |
my 21st birthday at sonar was lots of fun.
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[05 Jan 2007|12:16am] |
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Tonight, I'm happy. we talked on the phone for a couple of minutes. didnt establish much, but damn it was good to hear his voice. then he told me he loved me.
im gonna sleep a happy little chica tonight<3
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[04 Jan 2007|02:00pm] |
I know I dont make things that easy,
Complication is my middle name,
Its nots that easy for me,
Im so afraid,
Can i say sorry?
For everything that comes along with me?
With all the disappointments,
I promise there is something worth keeping.
I dont deserve you for a moment,
What exactly do you see in me?
It must be from the inside,
The surface has just deepened
Can I say Im sorry?
For everything that comes along with me,
With all the diappointments,
I promise there is something worth keeping.
Im sorry, Im sorry, Im sorry!
Im sorry for the person that I could never be,
Its been so hard to show you,
The one youd like to see,
Im sorry for the weakness,
I wish I could be strong,
I hope someday that I can make up all that ive done.
All ive done
So just carry on.
can I say Im sorry?
For everything that comes along with me?
With all the disappointments,
I promise there is something worth keeping,
Catch me now im fallin!,
Short of everything,
Im trying to be,
And its time to notice,
I promise there is something worth keepin'
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| i think need help. |
[03 Jan 2007|06:42pm] |
im falling apart rapidly. i dont know whats wrong with me anymore. im usually a strong, healthy girl. lately ive been weak both physically & mentally. its pretty sickening. ive spent the past 2 days crying & not being bale to eat anything. i went to the hospital last night because i blacked out & couldnt speak or walk. the doctor told me i had an anxiety attack, & to get lots of rest. i dont see that happening. i have entirely too, too much on my mind to rest. i have no one to talk to anymore. the one i confieded in, i just lost & i dont know whats left to do. i shouldnt be posting this for anyone to read. i just feel the need to vent. i was so happy with my life for the past couple of months & now everything i tried to hold onto has slipped away. FUCK, WHAT IS THERE LEFT TO LIVE FOR?
i wish i had another chance.
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[03 Jan 2007|01:16pm] |
i just want to meet a nice boy.
a nice, loyal, loving boy.
is that too much to ask for?
oh yeah, & i want to fall in love.
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| dont say your over it. |
[02 Jan 2007|08:48pm] |
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remember when...
'It would take the average human being approximately 5 months, 6 days, and 11 hours to walk 2891.91 miles. Depending on what's on the other end of those 2891.91 or whatever miles, one would begin to wonder if it were worth the walk. Is it worth it? You tell me, ... and I'll tell you you're damn straight it is.'
well i fucked up...
'Being cut out of someones life that you care so much about, sucks pretty bad i'm not gonna lie.
What do you do at this point ... ?
'See ya later, aligator' ? nah, it isn't that easy.'
& i fucked up again...
'fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
fuck this whole town and everything in it.
fuck falling for shitty girls, or internet girls.
fuck this whole town and everything in it.'
i know im a shitty person, but ive never felt like this about anyone before in my life. i dont want to lose you. my heart is breaking. i swear to you, ill never disrespect you again. i want another chance & i hope you can find it in your heart to grant me with just that. i need you.
Christi Krunk: just dont stop loving me.
so likeee: I wont
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[02 Jan 2007|09:17am] |
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Hello.
i love you.
Goodbye.
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[29 Dec 2006|07:06am] |
i'll be fine, you'll be fine
is this fine? im not fine
give me pieces, give me things to stay awake.
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[28 Dec 2006|01:27pm] |
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Happy 21st Birthday
to meeeee!
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[22 Dec 2006|03:36pm] |
this is where i wanna be.
with the one I love dearly.
however, i dont even know if im still going.
things are getting pretty shitty & idk whats
going on now. my heart hurts & i cant take
this anymore. i wish the plans i made a month
ago, still stood as was.
I'm not giving up.
ily.
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[17 Dec 2006|01:07am] |
...but 2006 has been the best year of my life so far.
there are AMAZING stories behind all of these pictures. you had to be there to udnerstand, & if you were there, then i fucking love you! No Joke.
tonnnnnnnnnnnnnnns of pictures!
( Read more... )
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[15 Dec 2006|09:12am] |
I miss 2005:
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| No more drama |
[26 Nov 2006|07:07pm] |
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So, i haven't updated in months. and ALOT has been going on. most of you know about everything because your always there. but recently i've been getting into alot of fights. i was doing better at dealing with shit. but i haven't been able to control myself much since i started drinking again almost 2 months ago. Friday night, alot of shit went down. I'm no longer going to shows, parties, hang outs, ect. especially within 'the scene' it's fucking lame. people are pretty much pethatic. I know who my real friends are & their the ones who i will continue to hang out with. i don't want anymore drama. i will not fight for you, i will not 'scare' anyone for you, & most definately will not be involved in any of your drama. i have my own life to deal with & i would like to get back on track. if you wanna hang out, thats fine. just keep it far from troubled people. i'm sure you would agree that fighting is not the answer... & i've finally realized that. i can't promise that i wont fight anymore. but i would like to try my hardest. the reason for this post, i could possibly be going back to jail soon. if you havent heard why then i don't care to explain it. all is done & that bitch finally got what she deserved, what EVERYONE has been wanting to do for a long time now. it just so happens, i'm the idiot who decided to step up and do it. I'm not too proud of myself for it, but she had it comming for a long time now. it's over with. nothing left unfinished. but yeah, just thought i would inform anyone who was curious. thats all. enjoy your life.
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| STFU! |
[19 Jan 2006|02:43am] |
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Being single. single. single.
Is really Gay. Gay. Gay.
wtf.
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| I'm Back! |
[05 Sep 2005|04:35pm] |
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This is my new Lj.
Read it, Love it, Live it.
No drama.
kthanks.
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